Dear S-Diddy,
It's your Deny here.
I have no idea how to start this but I'm hoping I enter flow state while I type this. It's currently 11:12pm right now 13th of February 2026.
It's Valentine's Day tomorrow and I'm just sitting here trying to do something special for someone VERY special (pun intended).
Who are they and why do you consider them special ? Well she happens to go to the same school as me, and it all began on a random weekday.
All the cool dudes are playing ping pong at a table and amongst them there is ONE girl destroying everybody, short, fair, frizzy (but cute) hair, baggy jeans & pink glasses.
Her demeanour caught my attention but at that point I could never EVER guess how close we'd get.
Time passes, turns out her name is Shibani Sunil and I vividly remember seeing her face properly for the first time during Hindi online class.
Eventually our second Majors get over and I find myself in 104 and that same mysterious girl happened to be there,
this time not surrounded by people at a ping pong table, but alone in the saddest row of the class.
I have my first conversation with her after she asked me if she can join us to play table tennis during lunch break. I'm sure you know what happens after this, time passes and turns out she talks to us quite a bit now and sits near Jason and Avaneesh.
Later I join the newly made server Students of Yapology and there I stumble upon her again, we chat for a bit, first a few messages back and forth, then we text for a couple minutes, which turns into an hour , 2 hours and then eventually its 11:49pm and one of the mods request us to wrap it up or take it to DMs and well, the rest was nothing short of History.
Well and it just so happens to be that you are that attractive, short, fair, frizzy (not anymore but still damn cute) hair, baggy jeans & pink glasses wali girl.
You are Shibani Sunil Bangera. You obviously know this but like Shibani happens to be another name for Goddess Parvati, mother of Ganesha and Karthikeya. having sanskrit origins and particularly used among Bengali/Odia comunities. She is revered as the goddess of Power, Energy, Nourishment, Harmony, Love, Beauty and Motherhood. It's pretty damn cool to be named after a literal godess.
Character introduction is completed, now it's time to tell why I consider you special. Even the first time we spoke, we just happened to click, there's nothing else I can add really, we literally just did.
Texting you till midnight without even realising became like an almost daily thing, we trusted eachother (still do), make eachother laugh, let eachother know they're valued, enjoy eachother's presence. You told me you like me. Twice.
Something just hit me and everything changed, suddenly yet to so subtly growing. Since then I've been extremely attracted to you, wanting to talk to you more than ever before, wanting to be in your presence and just, ....be there. (I'm saying this from the absolute deepest, bottomest of my soul) You were always S-tier but now as soon as I see you I'm just, idk how to say this YOU ARE SIMPLY RAVISHING AND BECAUSE OF YOU I UNLOCKED FEELINGS I NEVER EVER EXPERIENCED BEFORE AND I NEVER EVEN KNEW EXISTED.
The long late night texts and vc's, highkey irresponsible but nonetheless very VERY memorable. What makes me the most happy is knowing you feel kinda happy about yourself comparing yourself from a couple months ago, and you really have gotten much more social, happier, funnier and prettier, and I hope that there was atleast some of my contribution in your transformation.
One thing I've noticed is that your strongest quality in my opinion is your dedication. Be it the amount of hours you've poured into practicing table tennis or the sleepless nights before your boards and even your paintings, etc.
They all take a crazy amount of dedication to pull off and that's something anyone can learn from you. You are an insanely caring and forgiving person and that makes you soo loveable. Now let's talk about the whole Valentine's Day thing.
Shibani its just so crazy to think how different everything was 2 months ago, it's been over a month since we've officially been like a thing, my sincere apologies if I'm insanely boring, I'm trying my best okay :( also I'm very sorry we haven't held hands yet, IT'S SO STUPID BRO HOW IS THAT GENUINELY POSSIBLE, I say all sorts of freaky things in chat but I instantly fold irl and it genuinely pisses me off. Apart from all this I hope I'm treating you well and if I ever said something that hurt you, I'm sorry I promise it was entirely unintentional and please do tell me if I shouldn't have said anything okay ?
And if there are any areas where I need to improve, be it any aspect, academics, fitness, or just how I behave please pleasee tell me and don't hold back in case you do, because it's all constructive and a relationship is all about building eachother, be open about anything and most importantly be yourself.
And Shibani, please don't give a shit about any sort of restrictions or anything, you are a fellow human being who can function independently and I have no right over you or the decisions you take, I'd never do anything like that and I'm not some insecure person to get angry when you laugh at others jokes or talk to others a lot (jason ref). I infact want the opposite, there's just this profound joy in seeing you socialise, yap and laugh with people in general. But you're allowed to set any number of restrictions you like btw since you're the dominant one between us. (joke)
Don't forget that I'm still your homie (I'm kinda freaky w my homies btw just saying) and if there's ANYTHING you want to talk about, me, Tameem, Adam, Ricky are all there.
I kinda coded after a long long time just so I can make this btw, I thought this is an upgrade from the usual note slipping thing, was it cool btw ?
I'm sorry if today didn't go how you expected it to, isok we'll see after re-opening and once youre back from Dubai. (when are our lips gonna dap eachother up brooo)
Since you've made it this far, here's a little present for you Shibani, click right here I have no idea what you'll do with it but it's just something I made for you, I hope you like it!
I've tried to type all this after putting in much thought, and I've skipped all the corny ahh stuff, I'm sorry if anything was disappointing, it's my first time in some Valentine's stuff idk what to do.
But Shibani all I want to say is, thank you. Thank you so much for just being there and I genuinely can't express how grateful I really am for having met someone as amazing as you, and I hope we are together for as long as possible. I genuinely respect and admire you as a person and you really are someone I can learn a thing or two from. Happy Valentine's Day Shibani !!
ily my smartahh sexy dominant queen mwahmwah
- your endearing dumbahh, danisu aka denis.